Lousy stupid feeling

I am not a feelings kind of guy. When I take those personality tests like Myers-Briggs I am actually considered an undeveloped feeler. The problem with being out of balance in the whole feeling thinking thing is that when I feel some emotion, I am just frustrated at myself because I have no idea how to deal with it. I irritate myself somedays more than you would believe.

While I am on the topic of things I do that frustrate me, I lost my keys today and I remember putting them someplace and thinking, "I will never find these again". What does it mean that I am sub-consiosly hiding my keys? Where is Freud when I need him.